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by: Orion
#18791
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking.

Over the last six months, I’ve had three people stop talking to me despite having friendships that number in the years. I write things other people aren’t interested in writing, are upsetting, or trigger other people. I’ve been in the center of too much drama and I’ve come to one major conclusion: I am the common denominator.

Selfish sounding, right? It’s all about me, boo hoo, drama queen central. But honestly, looking back at the chain, it’s true. A lot of stuff that’s happened was because I just couldn’t leave well enough alone. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for things I’ve done, things I’ve said, things I haven’t done or said…

I’m tired. I came to Last Resort to write and have fun. I’ve had a blast and I’ve enjoyed the friendships I’ve made here, but as the quote goes, you either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain. Based off of some events from the past month, I don’t feel like I’ve died a hero. This isn’t fun anymore. Sure, the moment of reading what you guys write and drafting a response is great, but all that in between time has left me feeling more like an addict than anything. On top of that, hearing that what I have to contribute isn’t fun for others, the implication that replying to things that I write feels like an obligation for some of you, the diminishing returns of investment…it’s made this clear:

It’s time for me to go. This isn’t healthy for me anymore. I love you all, and I wish you the best. Have fun writing. Write my characters however you want. Hell, maybe you’ll even enjoy the stories with them better.
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by: Kay
#18793
Aww... no :(
Well, I for one am very upset to see you go.

As the details may not be available here and I'm sure you may not even see this, I will reach out to you, if that's okay, and we can talk.

I wish you all the best on your endeavors offsite and it was great writing with you, hon. Maybe again, someday.

"See you around", M.

K
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by: Jen
#18796
You and I have talked, and you know how I feel. You do you and take all the time you need to focus on you and your health. I want you to be happy and healthy, my friend, because you deserve it. I hope when you've had some time and space you'll come back, but regardless, I know we'll talk and such. I know I've not been in contact as much as I'd like over the last few months between prepping for baby and having him, but I hope to change that. I love you. <3
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