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by: Matthew Cox
#16941
May 28, 2012

Victory. Bittersweet victory. For about three minutes today, I was free. And I didn't run. Cora's heart failed because of the curse on her. I couldn't let her die. No...I went back and resuscitated her. The Dark Lady woke up. I learned a new curse today: sectumsempra.

There was so much blood...

I don't remember what happened after that. I woke up and learned that my mind had fractured. That I...fuck.

I'm broken.

I'm like her. Instead of the Dark Lady, though, I have the Devil. I can't wrap my head around this. I'll try again in the morning.
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by: Matthew Cox
#18181
May 29, 2012

I woke up this morning and I'm alive. Thank you, God, for that. I'm alive to face the truth of the fact that I had a major dissociative episode yesterday and the likeliest cause was the Dark Lady. Cora described my behaviors as 'like me but on edge, combat ready, aggressive'. I need to curtail those behaviors and get control of myself. Maybe her library has some information about psychological disorders like this. I feel helpless. Trapped in my own head as well as in the warehouse now.

I'm more broken than just my mind. My will to fight is broken. Why should I fight anymore? Why should I try to run? What would be the point? I love Cora, I'm terrified of the Dark Lady, I'm broken. There's no other place I'll ever fit in again. I'm a compromised and failed agent, a mutant freak, a cheating boyfriend, a runaway friend and family member...I've been forced to abandon everyone else I love and yet I don't hurt over that anymore. I've got nowhere else to go and nowhere else I want to even be. Why fight it anymore?

Why fight her at all?
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